Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Imperfection...

I'm a reticent believer of harmony, so I love silence but words haunts me...
I want to fly but freedom haunts me...
I try to be passive but every so often I'm impulsive...
I try to selflessly devote myself to oders but at times I'm selfish...
I try to listen to everybody around me but now and again I overhear certain things...
I try to keep everyone around me happy but once in a while unintensionally I do hurt dem...
I try to be complacent but at times I'm stubborn n furious...
I try to help others as much as I can but sometimes I fail thinking of my gud in it...
I try to be silent n keep things to myself but seldom I just blurt out as I lack perseverance...
I try to keep things in order but often I spill more than I order...
I try to complete my tasks on time but off and on I lag behind coz of my otioseness...
I try n avoid conflicts but once in a while unknowingly I become a part of it...
I try to be the real way I'm but many a times I fake out, n my actions mere guise n delusive...
I try to be as gud to oders as others are to me...n in an attempt I realize that I need to spend one more lifetime to reach upto there levels...n my worth is still not comparable to dem n lots more need to be conceived...
I try to comply with all expectations of my dear ones from me but often I'm deviated as priorities crops in...
n lastly I veraciously accept that I try to remember n thank God everyday but many a times I do forget Him too....
& dats in all dat - I'm not a perfect girl...:)

2 comments:

  1. if your intentions are good,you have a clear conscience den God will be wid u always..
    wat happns in r lives in nt in r hands sumtimes
    n v r tested on the basis f r thought process only!!
    nw u no y GOd is wid u...

    luvd ur work..very nice expression..keep it up..gud gng..

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  2. in fact no one is perfect in this world but u realize where u stand against perfect one....it's really good if you do so....

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