U were not dis way...

I have known you before, you were not the way you are now...
coz things not turning to your favor and evrything going against by your wish,
that does'nt mean you gonna change...

You have seen the worst of times and experiencd the most torment states,
but I alwayz witnessed you as a gallant gladiator...

You were never afraid of future or bothered about life nor were you flustered over decisions,
but now all of a sudden you allow these fears to bound you...

Just coz your conscientious efforts not yet recognized and sacrifices still not rewarded,
its not that you lag or have lost the battle...
its just a phase to outshine your strong determination,

will and intensions...

You still are charged with enormous potential within you..
and still purity n serenity marks your wisdom
you have lost nothing but learnt to survive...

You can either restrain and desist these apprehensions,
or swayed you lie down on knees to face the consequences...
its at your discretion to make a choice and so is your call to defend yourself...